terrified of pregnancy

Anon Imperfect Mum

terrified of pregnancy

Hi sisterhood.

I have lost 22 weeks natural birth a baby boy 09
Ive had a Premie baby by 30 wks in 2010 he is ok and healthy and 4 now.
2011 and 2012 both resulted in surgery to remove babies that stopped growing at 9 and 10 wks and had carried for a few weeks without knowing they had past. With all these pregnancys I was so very sick and I knew I was pregnant.

I am now pregnant about 10.5 wks and petrified it's another week before I see my doctor and this pregnancy I have had no symptoms I wouldn't even no I was pregnant if it wasn't for the absence of menstruals. What scares me is a bit of morning sickness would let me know bubs is ok. I don't gain weight early in my pregnancy as my uterus is inverted and sits oddly. I'm so worried baby won't be ok but try to be positive. I've had to take extra medication (progesterone) with this bub so have been really invested in trying to make this pregnancy work would be so heart broken if things don't work out again.

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Anon Imperfect Mum

I feel like you probably need a hug. Hang in there and will keep my fingers crossed for you

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Anon Imperfect Mum

If your extremely worried why not book in early to see dr,stress isn't good for you during pregnancy and if ur stressing about baby it's not going to be good so to fix stress book in early for ur drs appointment Iam sure once explained everything to dr they will understand ur stress, all the best for you

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Anon Imperfect Mum

Thankyou that was my first point of call when I felt I could no longer worry unfortunately my doctor also works the surgery unit small country town and is fully booked until the date of my appointment unless a cancellation occurs. So I turned to the sisterhood for support in the mean time.

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Anon Imperfect Mum

When i was pregnant with my sons, i was a sick as a dog. I fell pregnant after them with a baby i knew had to be a boy I lost him early but all my symptoms were the same as my previous 2 children. I then fell pregnant again I knew she had to be a girl straight away no symptoms at all until i was 11 weeks even my ultrasound didn't make me happy it wasn't until i could feel her moving that I felt pregnant I was scared, so so scared but she is now a healthy 13 month old little girl. Keep thinking positive. Its the hardest thing to be. But you don't always feel pregnant I know some people who didn't find out they were pregnant until 20 weeks because they had absolutely no symptoms at all.

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Anon Imperfect Mum

Thank mum unfortunately I was booked in via hospital for an ultrasound and babys heart beat could not be found.

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Anon Imperfect Mum

I'm sorry for your loss, I had my fingers and toes crossed for you. I hope that they can give you some answers on what is causing this for you.

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