Vent:
Tomorrow I have an appointment with a disability worker because Centrelink reckons that my emotional issues and trauma is debilitating.
Admittedly I do find certain situations hard.
It just catches me off guard. I might be having awesome day without much anxiety and able to cope with things like shopping centres or being out of my comfort zone but then something happens. I then remember and become fearful, jumpy, unsafe.
I know without the Zoloft, I wouldn't be able to even set out on the day without at least one panic attack. But it sure does suck when your walking down a corridor at the shops and someone suddenly pops in your peripheral field of version scaring the shit out of you. I screamed.
I wish that I can just get rid of it. I just want to be a better mother.
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