I have a wonderful family which I love more then anything in this world I would do anything for them as they would for me but I feel so alone.... I have friends but none of them live near me 3-8 hours away the friends I have that live in the same town are only my friends to get goss on my life to tell my exs friends and this has been proven on so many cases I feel I can't trust anyone anymore and they would rather talk about me behind my back then actually want to know me.. I am the type of friend that drops everything for them to help as much as I can but when it comes to me they are nowhere to be seen and I have shut a lot of them out because of this but when I do I always think maybe next time they might be there for me which never happens makes me think is there something wrong with me.. I don't know what I expect out of writing this I guess some understanding or advise from someone who goes through this too I don't know maybe I just needed to write it down
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Your instincts are to shut these people out because they are crap friends, trust your instincts. You will feel so much better for making a clean break. Make time to skype, email, text message your real friends :)
I know how you feel. Sometimes I think I'm better off without anyone cause then I don't get hurt. Message me if you want. Big hugs to you
I guess I just don't know how to cut them off I know they are not really my friend but I'm not the type of person who can just cut someone off cause I always think maybe they might need help or maybe they might actually be there for me for once I'm sick of being home all the time but I have nothing else to do I'm pregnant with baby no 4 so I hate going anywhere as it is but I can't use this excuse forever