He cheated the entire time!

I found out that he’s been cheating our entire relationship. Years and years together and kids. All different women. I’m completely and entirely destroyed. I built my life with this man. I loved him with everything I had, and he never even liked me. I don’t want to be here anymore. I fear I’m sinking into depression. He’s changed me and who I am. How dare he! I’m just existing now. Everything was a lie the whole time. My kids deserve a better mother. My heart hurts.