We are so broke

This is awful to write, but I need to vent somewhere.

We are beyond broke! I feel like I'm 17 again with a shitty after school job just scraping by...

My hubby's mum recently died and we had to pay for everything. She didn't have much in the way of money so there's no chance in getting the money back, all our savings went to the funeral, my husband hasn't found any work since then so basically hasn't worked the entire year. I have asked for help and no one can help at the stage, and I understand that... Everyone is feeling the pinch!

I just don't know what to do. I have two children, I have bills... We have been using a food help service because all my pay goes to rent. I'm drowning! I'm so fragile I don't know how to cope. I feel like giving up!