please tell me i'm not alone

please tell me i'm not alone.
Today i just feel so out of sorts. i should be felling grateful that i have a job a loving family friends etc. but i just don't today i just feel like telling everyone where to go, telling the world where to go. why does it have to be so bloody hard. Why for the life of me can't people just do the right thing, instead of lie and put you in a horrible position. why can you not vent to someone and they not go and than tell everyone what was said. with an extra twist of course. why do people keep telling me i'm just not good enough and why the actual .. do i listen to them.
why do i feel like i'm back in high school with the same revolving door of people trying to drag you down and judging your every move.