Walls I’ve built up

Stick with ya fake vibrating one's T.M.K u don't know how 2 do intimacy you'll be a decent person for this one reason in particular that you won't have to get a DVO out on this poor man for nothing but wasting his time with you and looking forward to the point where things are actually going to be better sexually in the relationship and between the two yourselves.....It's a dead end babe.....

Very Damaged Goods I’m afraid my lovely and you should’ve done something Before now about it well and truly before now maybe couple of decades ago nearly now when you promised someone very special to you with a good heart and was your gonna be your rock and support and best friend and partner in life to get you through a really big flaw in Your personality and I hope that you don’t mean it but you do to Partner in person it’s really there to love support and be there for your damaged And been damaged from long time since the young age of five and ship sailed babe And that’s the wall you’re up against you I’m afraid you have to be honest with yourself firstly can you can start being honest with everybody else.... they’re not exactly walls that you’ve put up it’s just your True traits in the way that you see people for what they can do for you and how you can benefit from some how can you somewhere or other it’s because you’re truly a little rotten inside yourself you have the wrong intentions and sharing that everybody else does also your biggest wall needs a lot of therapy counselling and honesty with all loved ones around And with everybody who knows you that’s your predicament my lovely you’ve found The man that fits your needs someone to use abuse and treat like shit for your own personal benefiting from him in the foulest and mostly because you’ve Approach this intersection in your life is the first time you’ve had to spend time alone and think about this even one hundred thousand do approach this intersection in your life is the first time you’ve had to spend time alone and think about this even Yeah seriously read your own post and questions that don’t make sense a normal person wouldn’t think like that about a relationship they would just automatically be carried away with the feelings on neutral respect love trust honesty if need be it’s not something need to make a decision about something that happens And it happens because youYou just really dig this other persons you wanna know them More after first meeting them because you are happy, comfortable,excited and just thinking about them All the time and want to do nice things and special friends and stuff for them because you truly do care for this person it’s a bonded to the traction and that leads to a for all the time and want to do nice things in special things and stuff for them because you truly do care for this person it’s a bond it’s attraction and that leads to commitment,romance, Intimacy and a future bond and mutual respect and partnership it’s equal already and you do this Poor fella And dragging him along Just talk to them with little bits and pieces to keep him interested for the last 12 months probably could’ve found genuine decent honest woman who knows what sh wanting without having to ask The whole wide world of Internet strangers about her bullshit fake ass walls ....

You’ve done extremely well to dodge accountability and responsibility for yourself and actions in relationships so far in life TNK but seriously dude you need to be careful No I want anybody to be hurt or abused over victims especially due to domestic violence but the boy who cried wolf that little black sheep might actually just come across that big bad wolf next time...... seriously every relationship you had ended withnDomestic violence and they were the most placid harmless and Non violent men Anyone would ever come across no history of violence no criminal history record no violence or abuse really during the relationship funny how violent starts anyone would ever come across no history of violence no criminal history no record no violence or abuse during the relationship funny how violent start episode Immediately after you walked out the door before these men realised that you’ve stolen a lot of personal documents; financials, automobiles children everything and everything they have and thy can’t say a word About it to you or would be breaching the BOGUS DVO And bullshit you put these victims you hurt and bewildered males into your web suck everything good you can from them with your narcissistic fangs then discarded Like are they just used tissue and piece rubbish when I realise just what you are truly inside underneath that mask and behind those bullshit narcissistic walls of absolute bullshit you’ve put you put up all around them.......

Seriously Babe your way beyond damaged for the staff at this age and stage in your life most importantly so would the other partner or person but also theoretically speaking but also they are too old and at this age have been fucked around and hurt and wasted too much time already with people mistakes and Heart ache just wasted stop bullshitting yourself firstly I admit that you have a problem Talk to people loved ones professional help and try seek another avenue for simpler path of alternately finding someone for happiness and loneliness there will be people out there who would be happy with the same but lying to people I truly love Commit desire to support someone like yourself and keep giving and giving are interested in that for as long as you can keep the excuses lies deceit manipulation and betrayal of the whole entire lives day to day with you can keep up these people are genuine honest and don’t know about people in the capabilities of individuals like yourself you seriously have to consider letting the meaning to your life maybe there’s something in your life you don’t want them to find out you know that ultimately they will and you’ll be end up in the sack same spot again make a sick twisted confusing And narcissistic circle of mental, emotional, And psychological abuse there is no love or care for from you towards this man Already you know what you are and what you’re doing you are a witch flying around on your broom getting a kick in the sense telling others that someone likes you and someone to carry you like the fact that this blokes paying attention and giving you everything you need to boost your ego and paint the facade of bullshit to others around you that you can if you want to this fella did you just get yourself a good psychologist and counsellor and straitjacket leave these men alone dangerous nasty cruel and sick I’m sorry Mumma I was just another horrible messy shitty sticky situation at your child expense again further down the track when she has to live and experience the bullshit break up and unnecessary mess of cutting ties in self everything with a narcissistic woman like yourself ❤️....