Everything seems to be getting on top of me lately. I've just started a new job with a company that is the most unorganized place I have ever worked, it's doing my head in. My house is a mess, kids have chores that they barely do. They've done nothing but fight, whinge and carry on all holidays. I feel like I don't spend enough quality time with them but it's honestly a nightmare taking them anywhere because of the constant fighting. I'd really like to start going back to the gym again but I don't know when. I work 4 days a week, other day is spent cleaning the house. 3 afternoons a week they have football training and dancing. We really cut back on activities because it was too much for all of us. My partner has just started a new job also which requires him to do a lot of overtime so he's home late most afternoons. I'm grumpy/snappy all the time and I'm stuck between 'there's so much to do' and 'I couldn't be bothered doing any of it'. I know I suffer with anxiety but lately I just can't move past this overwhelming feeling of always having so much to do yet feeling guilty because I'm not doing enough. I don't even know what I'm asking, I just needed to get it out!!
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