Implanon & Mental Health

Hi all, a couple of years ago I separated from my husband and he told me at the time that after I had the implanon put in that I had changed. I dismissed it because I thought he was clutching at straws and trying to put all the blame on me for all our marriage problems - this was just another one of the things on his list. Well fast forward and I'm onto my second implanon implant and I'm having some issues.

There are times when I feel so emotional that all I can do is cry. I feel like any little thing is going to be the straw that broke the camels back so to speak.
I have very little patience for things and get easily frustrated and annoyed. And then I react, sometimes I can't control my behaviour and recognise that I am overreacting until it's over. It's like I need to explode to "get over it" later I can usually recognise my actions were out of line and even pick an emotional trigger that caused it, I just can't stop it at the time.

I get anxious but don't have anxiety. I get depressed but don't suffer from depression. I can be perfectly fine for weeks at a time and then it's like a self destruction button hits and it's all over. I push people away. I struggle to communicate in person a lot too, and become emotionally closed off.

I've been to see a psychologist and after many sessions I was essentially told that he understood my actions from my past relationships. It didn't really help me. I know they are there to "help me find my answers and guide along a path" but I wanted some solutions and some help. I have booked in to see someone else however and hoping for a different outcome.

I don't smoke, drink or take any drugs or medication. And the thing is, I don't remember being like this before. I don't remember having these "moments" prior to the implanon. But I've also had quite a rough couple of years.

Is there any one else that has had any experiences like this on the implanon or even in general with their mental health?