Feel completely lost and broken. I am a bio mum to 4 amazing kids and step mum to 2 girls. I have 1 daughter and 3 boys. My daughter and I are extremely close. Life at the Moment is extremely hard. We have so much going on and I'm exhausted. We have had my sd's in our care since December and they have come so far and now have contact with their mother again and have gone backwards to the point it's like we haven't had them in our care at all. I'm at the point of wanting to walk away from the man I love and the father of my 2 youngest as I just don't know how to deal with it all. I'm mentally physically and emotionally empty. And now my daughter has told me she wants to be with her father as she hates being here with my sd's. She wants me but wants us to be somewhere else away from my sd's. This just completely destroys me. I have no idea what to do. As I feel I don't want to be here either so I get her feelings. Sd's mother has put me through a lot and I've had enough. I'm sick of being the one to pick up the pieces once she destroys those girls and then they treat me like crap.
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Haven't experienced what you are going through but perhaps putting yourself and your bio children needs first is the way to go.... At the end of the day you are your children's keeper and no one else is going to stand up for them but you. Maybe by leaving your husband and step kids will realise they have pushed u to far and there are limits to what one can take. Good luck.