Repost to my help question

Response to my post of help!!

Thank you to all the ladies who wrote supportive, helpful advice. To the other 5% and mainly one lady who are perfect, I thought this site was imperfect mum where we could vent anonymously to strangers and get some advice that could help us.

It actually has helped me, I've contacted privately to a few ladies, I have purchased two books on thought process and about relationships to assist me with my depression and my past of the incident of cheating.

I have made it a mission and commitment to treat my husband better as he deserves me to kiss his feet considering what I have put him through. I have also made it a goal to put positive thoughts in my mind instead of constantly worrying, hating myself, negative thoughts enter my mind.

One day at a time, I need to forgive myself and love myself first before I can feel happiness.

I am a good person who stuffed up, I don't need anyone to tell me anything less. I am human and I hope my kids grow up to forgive.

The ladies who wrote the nice comments and the gentleman who posted that website and tips for marriage - thank you so much!!