SEX
I dont even know what I'm asking. Ask no matter what i do, im ignored
I hate sex. I have absolutely no drive what so ever, and its because of him. I find him sexually attractive. Hes sexy, handsome. I love him to bits. But the sex. It feels like a punishment, violating, and I simply don't want to do it. Hes no longer loving. Hes ruff. Hands digging in, twisting me in positions my body just cant cope with. He gropes, twists, and pinches. It hurts. When I tell him to be gentle, in a loving way, he ignores me. If I change positions he gets annoyed. He knows I need clitteral stimulation, but he treats my clit like it's done something to wrong him, and its unbearable. I know he feels deprived as we have sex maybe once a month. But he won't listen. Sex it totally one sided and im left with a sore clitt, nipples and hand prints all over me.
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you've been posting about this issue for years. he doesn't respect you and he's actually knowingly hurting you sexually, which is actually sexual assault. a man who loved you would be devastated by hurting their partner during sex, not keep repeating the same. but you will stay, as you always have because you don't wish to stand on your own 2 feet. have you got a job yet or still fighting the govt for dsp?