I am so fed up lately. The country city I live in is now a city city and I hate it. I hate the traffic and I really dislike all the big city people moving here and making it worse. I'm unsettled and stressed with my teens as they just take take take and I'm constantly trying to help them to get settled and I cannot leave this city until they are. Of course I still love them, treat them well and hide how unhappy I am with this place.
I've left a job where a number of workers went off on Workers Comp because the conditions were very bad and now I'm feeling lost.. throw myself back in to another heavy workload or go and do something simple for a while. The only time I'm really happy is when I'm out in a smaller community and it's quiet. For context I grew up on a farm. But again cannot leave yet.
I am not sure if this is perimenopause as I used to be an easy going person but today got peeved at someone giving me a plate full of lettuce just because I'm Celiac. I still did not confront the cook and just left, but in the past I would just shrug this sort of thing off and not go back. I did sort of give them a less stars on review but still gave them positives too lol.
I'm feeling fed up with people in general... is this hormonal? Is there a natural way of feeling less annoyed by everything and everyone atm?? 😞 I am worried about the person I am becoming. I don't want to be a Grouch.
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