i truly suck at life....i have no friends i have no job and i live in the middle of no place with a group of people (family) that are soooo toxic to my soul im struggling to breath,
i know all of this can be changed but i have no fucking idea where to even start im so run down.
im forever the one running around making everybody happy making sure there life is running smooth i NEVER get the same in return and if i dare stop doing wat i do or question fair rights im a see u next Tuesday scum of the earth, i have a partner and beautiful child who dont deserve to be in this kinda of environment but as it stands we are stuck hear....
i suck at life
i suck at life
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Start working on your plan. Pull back from them, focus on your self and little family. Priority the people that deserve it and create the lifestyle you want, its only really going to completely change when youre not living with them.
Start looking at options, new town? Road trip?
You start with your GP. Yiu probably need the help of a psychologist to break free of there emotional grip on you.
No you're not stuck - you think you're stuck because you think too much about the family that makes you feel bad.
Here's what I think. Why do you give a flying rats ass what they think of you if they make you and your family feel so bad? I'd be the lowest scum-sucking roach crawling the earth if it meant I didn't have to see, talk to, talk about or think about my family. Maybe I gave out too many fucks early in my life but I certainly know there's none left in the old fucks wallet anymore. So much though that today my boss asked if my old man was still 'inside' (he's in prison) and my response was "I assume so".
Hang at home, save your dough and move somewhere with good job prospects and a happy lifestyle.