Hi IP's,
Looking for others experiences and or understanding with Lucid Dreaming and an unsure presence within myself?
I don't dream. Though the only times I have are very weird experiences and not your 'normal' dream.
The first time I was aware of this was about 8 years ago. The dream felt real and it was about a partner at the time who was cheating on me, in the this lucid dream I knew both people and it felt like I was watching from a close distance for some time. I Awoke, and raided my bfs phone - and all the evidence was there. Even all the things I dreamt about, it was beyond words --- mind you, prior to that dream, I had 0 idea, not even a hunch or suspicion. I had 100% trust in him and our relationship was good (so I thought). --- yes I know, looking through someone's phone is an invasion of privacy, though with out that dream, this dream saved myself from a liar.
Since then a few other things when I dream happen again. In the 'real' world. It's hard to explain without sounding delusional or people assume I'm 'mentally unstable' and should seek help ASAP. It's hard to explain, even explaining it in this way is going to make me sound insane.
This is the first time I have mentioned this to anyone. My gut instinct is good and I trust it 100%. I feel my intuition is beyond different to others (I'm sure there are others out there with possible experiencing the same as me).
For instance. This morning, I awoke (or so I thought), sat up in my bed and noticed a big, black bee looking thing, flying around my light on the ceiling. The bee was so detailed and I could hear it buzzing as loud as they normally are. I whoosh it away with my hand. Then, I just awoke, (for real) unsure, a little confused and looked up to the ceiling, no bee and the light in my dream was a little different. I have been feeling all fazed out all day today.
I don't drink alcohol, do drugs and I live a pretty healthy life.
When I was younger l felt my intuition was alert, I'd look in the corner of my eye at things (to strange to explain) and then I looked fully and there was nothing there. I'd sometimes feel like there was someone with me/following me (not in a stalker/paranoid feeling) just that, I wasn't alone, despite at that time, I was.
At times I know what someone is thinking, feeling and or something happened that I wasn't informed about and have this 'hunch' about it, then when the stories being told, it feels like that saying 'Dajavu'.
And to sound even more crazier. I see "11:11,1111" etc all the time. Last few months, more regularly than normal. i did some research and turns out that other people see this aswell. Subconsciously and it stems from spirts from the past and or someone that has passed away is thinking of me and or giving me strength for my future etc.
I also can feel things, within myself that I cannot see. Like if I walk into someone's home, I either feel warm, cozy, happy etc to heavy, fidgety, a little frightened, anxiety etc. this can happen anywhere. And these people who live in these homes are genuine, I just feel a little strange in their house. I felt it at my new home. I felt like someone was breathing down my shirt, watching me. It just felt like someone was keeping an eye on me. But I'm not scared, and if subconsciously something/one was there, I made them aware of my faith and I wasn't a threat. Ever since that event, haven't experienced anything weird, sometimes the floorboards sounds like someone is walking on them, but nothing too concerning.
I shouldn't have to ask for people to be kind. But I will. I'm trying to understand what is going on. Have others experienced this, or still experiencing it? What is your understanding on it? Etc
I'm not scared, I'm inquisitive. And would like to understand it more. I understand people are going to assume the crazy train, and that's fine, science may not explain this and we like hard evidence to then have faith it in. But I just don't fully understand what is going on. And why, from when I can remember I have been this way.
TIA ?
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Hello,
I'm similar. I've had instances where I've heard phone calls, and snippets of events only to have them happen a week or two later.
I even had the bf cheating on me and discovered it in a dream.
Yes, dreams MAY be subconscious and etc but sometimes I feel it's my inner body telling me these things to help protect me and my future feelings, even those there events took me by surprise, having already felt some mild feelings in my dream helped me deal with them in real life more Appropriately.
What I started is a dream journal. When these dreams/feelings happen I write them down. Even the smallest detail ((one of my dreams said "white dress, rep lips bad)) following week I was in a minor car accident...the driver was wearing a white dress and red lips and tried to say it was my fault...luckily I had a dash cam to prove otherwise.
I've had very similar instances. I dream all the time but then there are some really strange ones that do end up happening. I keep a journal when it happens and make sure I tell someone so that when it does happen I can be like I TOLD YOU SO!
When I was a teenager I had a dream that the were driving through the country and there was a big grassy paddock that had an old style cottage house on it. There was a lady in a specific dress and gumboots (on a very hot day) and she was gardening and was holding a big sunflower. She turned and waved at us as we drove by. I even went as far as sketching the house because it was so vivid.
My mum and I were in the car driving through a town near Bendigo about a year later and the exact scenario above happened. Mum was just like what. the. fudge...
I have heaps of similar things and I too see 11.11 all the time on the clock. My mum did take me to the doctors at one stage as it was happening a fair bit as a teenager, she was concerned about my mental health but he said it was perfectly normal and some people just experience medium type scenarios.
I used to end up sleeping in my parents room as a teenager or ending up on my sister's floor as I started hearing some voices but only in my bedroom. I went to sleep therapy and it went away. I still have the lucid dreams though!
That's something else ?
I'd suggest you are opening up psychically and the dreams are messages more so than lucid dreaming. Some people can see spirits, hear them. Others can communicate telepathically. Dreams are often easier to communicate through because it doesn't require a great amount of energy. I would start with Googling 'grounding and protecting'. Learning to ground and protect yourself with help you gain the upper hand on what is happening ☺
Physic. Not crazy
Seek out a mentor/psychic development circle to learn more and not be afraid or question your gift.
My friend who is a gifted tarot reader had a similar 'dream' about her then husband, she described the betrayal in such detail he could not deny it.
My frequent numbers are 4's. Doreen Virtue has a book about the numbers we see and their meanings. She's also written a heap of other books you might feel drawn to read, or not, trust whatever feels right at the time.
Write things down. Keep a journal. Call in Archangel Michael for protection
May I suggest you join the page spiritual reading and awakenings, on facebook. lots of helpful people there that may be able to guide you. You are definatly not crazy ❤️
I ken I was pregnant with my first born and saw a boy baby in my dreams, when I was two days pregnant, I knew my second son was a twin with a girl and the girl died right before I found out I was pregnant and lost the girl, knew my granny was passing a week before she passed, etc. feel weird stuff at different place, whether it's people or feelings. You are not alone, it's a blessing
I ken I was pregnant with my first born and saw a boy baby in my dreams, when I was two days pregnant, I knew my second son was a twin with a girl and the girl died right before I found out I was pregnant and lost the girl, knew my granny was passing a week before she passed, etc. feel weird stuff at different place, whether it's people or feelings. You are not alone, it's a blessing
There are many of these senses you can be born with or develop. If you meditate, more of these capacities may develop so you know people's thoughts and feelings, or see things others can't see or get direct information/knowledge. It is important to be grounded (see suggestion below), not to take anything unusual too seriously (or it can get into weirdness, or lost in obsession) and find a teacher/mentor who can support you. If you are interested, this awareness can lead you to a much greater awakening. Keep investigating. These abilities are not the end game, the big end game is being totally free, totally liberated, at peace (awakening). Wishing you every blessing on the path.