Sorry if this is long but I am at a loss.
Bit of background.... I was diagnosed with BPD about 8 years ago and have undergone treatment (in the dorm of medication). I have been able to keep on top of my illness and have been living a relatively normal life.
Well in the past few days I have lost myself. I am feeling like I can do nothing right. My 7yo daughter is forever wanting to go on the computer and never wants to play outside or in her room, she has not been wiping when going to the toilet, not listening and always talks back. Then there is work... I work 50 hours a week from home and have made a few mistakes in my work. I work and sleep so I never cook dinner or clean the house and my hubby is currently having to do it all. Although he does odd jobs here and there for work this has put a huge strain on him and he is very angry with me for not doing anything to help.
So how do I get on top of everything and fix the things I am failing at? Should I just quit working and concentrate on being a housewife? I just feel so overwhelmed and depressed that I am not able to do all of the things I need to to run a successful household.
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You need to make an appointment with your doctor ASAP. You probably need your meds adjusted. It's ok it happens from time to time the sooner you get to your doctors the sooner you can get back on track. Things will seem so much clearer and these issues will seem very solvable.